January 2012
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34505) I don't even meet my own standards of...
December 2011
j4mz:
I’m glad my video helped different people in different ways, I know some people think that this is a private matter and shouldn’t be blogged about and I’m milking it or whatever, but I’m really happy I uploaded it, and it’s completely honest.
Short horror story
Favorite Band: We've decided to go our separate ways
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Because on some level, even though it never turns out to be true, and even...
– E. Lockhart, The Boy Book: A Study of Habits and Behaviours, Plus Techniques for Taming Them (via roscoe-)
34551) I remember on my senior year of high...
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
I said I didn’t see the point in making it memorable, because it’s not going to be any different than the last three years. She looked upset, and asked me if I had any dreams or goals. I said I didn’t, but every time I was asked that question, I’d think “I want to be skinny.”
this was me too -_-
34593) You know that moment when it suddenly hits...
buthemakesmefeellikeIam. so, I won’t let him go.
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36207) Someone posted on their tumblr about how...
Am I abnormal for taking vitamins then? I don’t like myself either and I do want to be smaller and that..but I don’t want to damage myself beyond repair. I don’t completely even understand why I do it, I just keep things in check, or try to a bit at least. I would always never intentionally cut too deep or where it would be easily seen, even though I’d much rather cut my...
34606) I'm scared that even my therapist thinks...
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36219) I've eaten a lot in the last few days. I...
36235) When I eat bad foods it's almost like I can...
34649) Whenever I binge & purge, my cat lays close...
I love that pets can be there for you even without you saying a word. My cats do the same thing. When I’m upset they won’t leave me alone and lie next to me and do the same, nudging me with their head, when I cry. I’ll hug them until it’s over; I’m happy I’ve got them with me. And I’m going to miss them so much when I’ll leave the country for four...
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